Saturday, December 11, 2010

Here I am, this is where I belong.

For many years book shops have been my favorite hang out place... when i am sad, happy, excited, motivated, lost, confused or just to pass time... this is one place that has seen every side of me!

Today had some free time, walked into a book shop and while going through some new books, a quote on the wall caught my eyes:

"If you wait until you are sure, you will never take off your training wheels." - Unknown

That quote brought me to a conversation i had with someone few days back... this person said, "I don't know where my life is heading, I don't know what I am doing, ... ", just too many I don't knows...

Hhmm... do i really have answers for everything? I don't know... but one thing I do know, my position at this moment is perfect and there is no mistake in the Master's plan!

Recently I arrived at another cross-road in my life, a lot of questions came to me... when I am scared I cry and pray but at this stage, 'I don't know what to do...', I sleep, I clean and I re-organize :) and that's exactly what i did! So, after the 3rd day of sleeping, cleaning and re-organizing it finally sank into me... what am i thinking about?

You see 2 years ago, my mentor told me that the most important relationship in life is our relationship with our creator and if I get this relationship right, I have nothing to fear and this is the relationship that has to be on top of my priority list and I have to work on strengthening everyday! For some reason i believed my mentor so much that day and since than, have been working on this relationship.

I sat down, spoke to Him and told Him... if you have placed me here right now, this is where i belong... I have nothing to fear, i can't continue sleeping, cleaning and re-organizing, it's time to embrace my position and this gift of life that you have given me...

The moment I decided to embrace everything around me, suddenly the path looked clearer my vision got brighter, answers fell in place and I found that energy inside me again... that energy that gives you the feeling... everything is in flow! I sat in meetings today and before i even began, I know I have arrived :) here I am, this is where I belong!


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2 comments:

Unknown said...

Lot of learning from your story.Good Luck. Karthik

Kalaiarasi Manikam said...

Thanks Karthik!