I just discovered another painful truth about myself today.... phew, where shall i begin? This is worth writing down...
Yesterday night I was talking to my better half and for something, he said, " why do you always have to be extreme? It is either this or that... why can't it be a middle path?" hhmm... that caught me by surprise! Really, do I do that all the time? I don't know :( So, I just brushed it a side and moved on with my day...
Today I was on sms with my best friend and this friend is more like my 'mirror', the hardest on me... never had the fear to tell me the ultimate truth! After exchanging few messages, my best friend suddenly said, "why do you always have to have the upper hand and decide on everything and want it your way?" wow this caught me off gut! I quickly picked up the phone and had a good 20 minutes chat with my best friend...
I finally had to admit another painful truth... yes, I am a 'control freak'! Me wanting the extreme and always wanting the final say or the upper hand... has to do with me wanting to be in control! Not being in control is like i have lost the game.... hhmm, now why do i have to win the game?
I have decided to take one step at a time and to let go and to allow the universe to do its work! Yes, i am going to enjoy this new phase of my life...
Live Your Best Life
2 comments:
Isn't it interesting how things change for the better at the blink of an eye the moment we learn and let things flow?
Yup you have got that right and I think this is what i have to do now really... its all about me trusting the flow and using myself more for mankind. I have so much more to give but have been so caught up wanting things to flow my way! Thanks pal.
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