Yesterday I received a call from a very dear friend... that call triggered a flood of emotions in me that I never even knew I had!
Just a simple truthful chat with someone that I respect, admire and hold very dear to my heart... left me with no choice than to touch the very inner core of my emotions....
For a moment I asked myself, is this necessary, do I have to breakdown now! I have been holding on pretty well but why suddenly the feeling of loosing control...
Than quickly I told myself, this is Divine design for me to be at this junction but what I do with this sudden outburst of emotions is my choice...
I sat down after that chat, collected myself and allowed my thoughts to wonder a little... it brought me back to our chat and i thought about what this special friend said, "if you have inside you every strength to make your visions a reality, the limitation that is holding you back is also inside you..." and with a loving voice, this friend continued... "you can do so many things others are unable to achieve, but what is it that you are struggling on? Get help on that specific area...".
I collected myself, got dressed, I looked at myself on the mirror... I look so good... I had to speak to a group of 50 people that night... I drove to the venue... before I got out of my car, I told myself, these 50 people who are waiting to listen to me tonight, deserve my best! I will have so much fun tonight that they will only get the best out of me... I had good fun! It was a beautiful night.... they benefited!
After that, I sat with 2 of my key leaders in Malaysia and I was having a chat on our plans for the next 5 weeks in Malaysia and I couldn't help but my thoughts went back to my chat in the morning with my dear friend... than it suddenly hit me, my key leader in Malaysia that I have been trying to work with for last couple years is everything that I am not good at... I have been trying for so long to find a way to really come together because I know this leader of mine has almost equal or more strength than me but we always see things from very different angle and tonight I understood this is the answer to my prayer!
I have someone in my team who is so powerful, who does everything I can't do and here I have been sitting so long wondering what to do with this person and tonight everything came together... as for the first time this leader also saw me as a compliment! Yes, we complete each other in the circle of leadership, system building, relationship strengths and coming together could just give us the strength of a 1000!!
I have always been looking everywhere else to complete me and didn't realize the answer was within my organization! So, guess the whole emotion trigger yesterday morning was to arrive at this point! I more than ever now, trust Divine design and I too understood yesterday that my delays are only because of my own limitations...
Yes, my delays are caused by my own limitations!
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